if I do not hear, you will come to breakfast.
Believe me,
Your faithful and grateful friend,
MINA HARKER.
_Jonathan Harker s Journal._
_26 September._--I thought never to write in this diary again, but the
time has come. When I got home last night Mina had supper ready, and
when we had supped she told me of Van Helsing s visit, and of her having
given him the two diaries copied out, and of how anxious she has been
about me. She showed me in the doctor s letter that all I wrote down was
true. It seems to have made a new man of me. It was the doubt as to the
reality of the whole thing that knocked me over. I felt impotent, and in
the dark, and distrustful. But, now that I _know_, I am not afraid, even
of the Count. He has succeeded after all, then, in his design in getting
to London, and it was he I saw. He has got younger, and how? Van Helsing
is the man to unmask him and hunt him out, if he is anything like what
Mina says. We sat late, and talked it all over. Mina is dressing, and I
shall call at the hotel in a few minutes and bring him over....
He was, I think, surprised to see me. When I came into the room where he
was, and introduced myself, he took me by the shoulder, and turned my
face round to the light, and said, after a sharp scrutiny:--
But Madam Mina told me you were ill, that you had had a shock. It was
so funny to hear my wife called Madam Mina by this kindly,
strong-faced old man. I smiled, and said:--
I _was_ ill, I _have_ had a shock; but you have cured me already.
And how?
By your letter to Mina last night. I was in doubt, and then everything
took a hue of unreality, and I did not know what to trust, even the
evidence of my own senses. Not knowing what to trust, I did not know
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