He won t say anything, Colin answered, because he will not be told.
This is to be the biggest secret of all. No one is to know anything
about it until I have grown so strong that I can walk and run like any
other boy. I shall come here every day in my chair and I shall be taken
back in it. I won t have people whispering and asking questions and I
won t let my father hear about it until the experiment has quite
succeeded. Then sometime when he comes back to Misselthwaite I shall
just walk into his study and say Here I am; I am like any other boy. I
am quite well and I shall live to be a man. It has been done by a
scientific experiment.
He will think he is in a dream, cried Mary. He won t believe his
eyes.
Colin flushed triumphantly. He had made himself believe that he was
going to get well, which was really more than half the battle, if he
had been aware of it. And the thought which stimulated him more than
any other was this imagining what his father would look like when he
saw that he had a son who was as straight and strong as other fathers
sons. One of his darkest miseries in the unhealthy morbid past days had
been his hatred of being a sickly weak-backed boy whose father was
afraid to look at him.
He ll be obliged to believe them, he said.
One of the things I am going to do, after the Magic works and before I
begin to make scientific discoveries, is to be an athlete.
We shall have thee takin to boxin in a week or so, said Ben
Weatherstaff. Tha lt end wi winnin th Belt an bein champion
prize-fighter of all England.
Colin fixed his eyes on him sternly.
Weatherstaff, he said, that is disrespectful. You must not take
liberties because you are in the secret. However much the Magic works I
shall not be a prize-fighter. I shall be a Scientific Discoverer.
Ax pardon ax pardon, sir answered Ben, touching his forehead in
salute. I ought to have seed it wasn t a jokin matter, but his eyes
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