scream.
You didn t feel a lump! contradicted Mary fiercely. If you did it
was only a hysterical lump. Hysterics makes lumps. There s nothing the
matter with your horrid back nothing but hysterics! Turn over and let
me look at it!
She liked the word hysterics and felt somehow as if it had an effect
on him. He was probably like herself and had never heard it before.
Nurse, she commanded, come here and show me his back this minute!
The nurse, Mrs. Medlock and Martha had been standing huddled together
near the door staring at her, their mouths half open. All three had
gasped with fright more than once. The nurse came forward as if she
were half afraid. Colin was heaving with great breathless sobs.
Perhaps he he won t let me, she hesitated in a low voice.
Colin heard her, however, and he gasped out between two sobs:
Sh-show her! She-she ll see then!
It was a poor thin back to look at when it was bared. Every rib could
be counted and every joint of the spine, though Mistress Mary did not
count them as she bent over and examined them with a solemn savage
little face. She looked so sour and old-fashioned that the nurse turned
her head aside to hide the twitching of her mouth. There was just a
minute s silence, for even Colin tried to hold his breath while Mary
looked up and down his spine, and down and up, as intently as if she
had been the great doctor from London.
There s not a single lump there! she said at last. There s not a
lump as big as a pin except backbone lumps, and you can only feel them
because you re thin. I ve got backbone lumps myself, and they used to
stick out as much as yours do, until I began to get fatter, and I am
not fat enough yet to hide them. There s not a lump as big as a pin! If
you ever say there is again, I shall laugh!
No one but Colin himself knew what effect those crossly spoken childish
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